| Passing the days... |
[06 Jun 2005|07:54am] |
A little countdown to keep my happy...
5 Days til I see most of my 409 girls
11 Days til I see my darling Lindaddy
22 Days til the Red Sox
29 Days til I leave for Mandy & Europe
46 Days til I see 409 (again) for a ravishing sex toy party
52 Days til I go to the Cape for the weekend
66 Days til I'm done with work
69 Days til my 20th birthday
72 Days til CANADA
83 Days til I'm back to normal at good ole WSC
WAHOO.
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[07 May 2005|10:55pm] |
Stolen from dear Emily...
{Part I}
How many songs do you have on your computer by the following artists? And list your favorite song that you have by them if you want.
311: 0
A Perfect Circle: 0
Audioslave: 0
Avril Lavigne: 16
Backstreet Boys: 13
Black Eyed Peas: 4
Brand New: 12 - Soco Amaretto Lime & Mix Tape
Britney Spears: 54 - Everytime & The Hook Up
Cake: 0
Chevelle: 0
Coldplay: 12 - Green Eyes
D12: 2 - How Come
Dashboard Confessional: 20 - As Lovers Go
Dave Matthews Band: 49 - Grace Is Gone
Death Cab For Cutie: 9 - Tiny Vessels & Passenger Seat
Eminem: 71 - The Way I Am
Evanescence: 12 - Immortal
Foo Fighters: 0
Goo Goo Dolls: 1
Good Charlotte: 2
Green Day: 14
Hoobastank: 12 - Disappear
Incubus: 23 - Stellar
Ice-T: 0
Jason Mraz: 1
Jimmy Eat World: 0
The Killers: 13 - Indie Rock & Roll
Modest Mouse: 0
Taking Back Sunday: 10 - This Photograph Is Proof
U2: 1
Story of the Year: 0
Straylight Run: 0
Unwritten Law: 0
Beyonce: 18 - Dangerously In Love
Nsync: 38
Maroon 5: 12 - Sunday Morning
Metallica: 0
Michelle Branch: 24 - One Of These Days
Oasis: 1
Outkast: 4
Phantom Planet: 3
Smashing Pumpkins: 0
The Strokes: 0
Switchfoot: 3
The White Stripes: 0
Yellowcard: 1
{Part II}
Who do you have the most songs by?: Eminem
Put your songs on random and list the first 5 that come up:
1. Cannonball - Damien Rice
2. Forgot About Dre - Dr. Dre & Eminem
3. You Get Me - Michelle Branch
4. Goodbye - Alicia Keys
5. Ways And Means - Snow Patrol
How many concerts have you been to?: *Thinks Real Hard* 13 that I can remember
Have you seen any of the bands listed in the five songs above in concert?: Michelle Branch & Alicia Keys
Which of the bands in Part 1 have you seen in concert?: Britney Spears, Story of the Year, Beyonce, Michelle Branch
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| "Oh it seems like so much fun until you lose what you had won..." |
[23 Jan 2005|02:47pm] |
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Hmmm...it's been a whileee...lots of things have happened.
First I'm back at school...wallop! At first it was kinda sad...not sad, just a bad time to leave I think. Yucky Greenfield things and I just hadn't finished packing properly and was sick and bleh bleh bleh...so it was a shitty beginning of the week.
Omy passed away...that was horribley sad and pretty much the big reason it sucked to be here...all though she's not my Grandma (LOL) it was still really really really really shitty and made it sad to be here.
BUT I got to see all my darlings, and I adore them so, and I'm quite happy we get to frolick together for the next 4 months or so... :D
Finally worked out my schedule, it sucks:
-Journalism II
-Major British Writers (ew)
-Math Explorations (double ew)
-Comm Law (triple ew)
-American National Government (not so bad actually)
Bleh...I had a couple more but after sitting through the classes and realizing how much I was going to hate the professors I dropped them.
Thursday I saw Michelle, which was quite exciting and kinda was just the thing I needed. Came back and just spur the moment decided to go out with some girls...
"Do you like Jamaicans?"
Yes...yes I do.
Friday got up and went to Framingham with Mere to see Rox & Kel. Delightful time...
"These seats are going up faster than grass!"
Got back Saturday, fully anticipating giving my body a rest and doing some work...but then it snowed and I had to go on an expedition.
Jacki bruised her ribs. Ha.
Today I was supposed to work at Gap buuuuttt they cut me. Shitty cause it's time and a half...delightful cause I have SO MUCH fucking work to do. And laundry...and cleaning...and some much needed sleep.
C'est ca. Busy busy week ahead...much to do and not much time to do it.
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| "All these little things in life create a haze..." |
[30 Nov 2004|11:52pm] |
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I don't think it's possible to be any busier. My life right now is absolutley INSANE! School is hectic, TONS of last minute reports and tests and what not. I'm working SO much. I actually have 35 hours this week plus two papers to write. *sigh*
Also I'm getting ill. I went to the doctor on Monday and they did some tests, I will not know until tomorrow. *fingerscrossed*
Despite it all I'm attempting (and I think I've been successful) to keep my sanity. I told work today that I could only work half of my shift on Thursday cause it's just too much, I am leaving the office tomorrow night by 9 cause I will just need to sleep, and I'm doing my work one bit at a time. I am trying to get started on the stuff due next week and what not so I'm not always so overwhelmed.
I cannot wait for winter break.
Please note the BREAK and not my house. I honestly don't know how that will go. I was there for 5 days and I already got into huge fights with my step-dad...we just don't live together well.
The other thing about break is that I will be working two jobs...and that just sucks. Buuutt I have this thing about always having a lot of money, so pretty mich I just have to. I won't have homework so that will be nice I guess...but I've never worked two jobs before. Tis very odd...
*sigh* I must go to sleep now. No sleep makes me a very crabby and sick girl.
Here is something neat I found for all of your reading pleasure...
( Fun Survey Thing )</>
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| Christmas music makes me joyous... |
[22 Nov 2004|07:08pm] |
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It's The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year-Yea Amy Grant |
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After quite possibly the worst day ever, I'm listening to Christmas music while invisioning the feast that awaits me on Thursday and being happy. That's right, the thought of a lot of food makes me happy...so what.
But, I just have so much frigen work, and absolutley NO work ethics. It's actually really horrible and I have no clue how I'm going to get into, let alone get through graduate school. I just hate doing work.
But now I must go back, this was just a little break...
( A Little Yearly Reflection... )</>
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| All work and no play makes Lisandra... |
[11 Nov 2004|11:15pm] |
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Go insane.
You know you have a problem when more than one person asks if you've been in a fight because your eyes are black due to lack of sleep.
*sigh* And really, it's just not going to get better until the semester ends. It's that time, end of semester crunch where I work my ass off to make up for my beginning of the year fuck ups. Of course working at Gap isn't particularly helping the cause...I have found that every single day I get up, get ready for work, go to classes, go to work, come home and sleep. I honestly can't remember the last time I did homework. That's not good.
I have two journalism stories due and a test on Tuesday. I'm doing fine in all of my classes but journalism, which has a certain irony to it. So, if I get below a B in journalism...what exactly does that mean? Not only is that my concentration, it's what I do, what I want to do. Well almost, I don't actually write. And I don't actually write REAL stories for the paper, cause I just don't like hard news, or anything thats actually important.
On that note I started writing my new fashion kind of column...mainly to replace my beloved horoscopes and also cause I realized I needed something for my portfolio.
Buuuut this weekend shall be splendid. Michelley will be here to meet me after work tomorrow and she shall blissfully spend the night...and on Saturday me, her, Mere & Rox venture into Boston to stay at Northeastern with Lizzy for her birthday.
This all makes me very joyous.
Working 9.5 hours tomorrow does not.
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| Greenfield Smells. And Happy Halloween. |
[31 Oct 2004|09:18pm] |
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Blah Blah...Being in Greenfield sucks more than I imagined.
I better get a doctors appointment tomorrow or this entire night would not have been worth it. Minus seeing Liz, Mere & Michelley.
I'm already bored of this...Here is a new quiz thingy.
( Bored Quiz Thing )
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| *The worst is over now, and we can breathe again* |
[18 Oct 2004|12:08am] |
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I would just like to say that the fucking Red Sox FINALLY just tied the Yankees in the fourth game...bottom of the 9th. THANK GOD!
Although they already fucked up engouh so they're gonna hve to just win the next three too...but whatever. At least if they win this they won't be such a fucking embarrasment. *sigh*
Anywhoooo A LOT has happened since I last updated...
Ummm I went to Canada how bout that for starters? And it was just AMAZING! The best time I've ever had pretty much. Being there with the 4 girls and just being able to go out and do whatever I wanted was awesome. I think it was by far the best weekend of my life...
Too bad I spent like 700 dollars there and just have no money now. But it was worth it I guess... ;)
I'd give details buuutt, as the saying goes, what happens in Canada stays in Canada...and basically I'm just far too embarrased to talk about it. LOL!
Ummm...Also I got hired at Gap. I start tomorrow...which is pretty excitinnnggg....so I can just make back the money I spent. The thing is I'm already working two nights this week, plus I always just have Wednesdays at The Voice...So it is going to get a bit stressful I think.
Friday I saw Mandy, and met her pirate, and he's fantastic. :D
Today me and Rox travelled to New Haven where we met Matt and saw Michelley FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE SHE WENT TO FLORIDA! *sigh* I am very exicted for her to return in January....
Also I had to write an obituary for my journalism class today and it was really just depressing. Just thought I'd throw that in there...
That is all, I must continue to do work...*sigh* Have a splendid evening all....
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| O Cananda how I have missed thee... |
[06 Oct 2004|12:08am] |
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Sooo I haven't actually wrote a real entry in a while...AND I'm actually CAUGHT UP WITH MY WORK! WALLLLOOOPPP! And I don't have a class tomorrow until 11:30...
So here goes...I can't really explain the last couple of weeks...so I just selected pictures. You can just see for yourself...
( The past few weeks... )
But school has been HELL. My classes are incredibly hard...I don't know why I take such hard classes. I'm actually already dropping French just because it's pretty much impossible for me to pass that.
I haven't been home in a LONG time and I kinda like it, meaning I just don't miss it at all. I miss Meredith...but that's about all I miss that's in Greenfield right now. LOL! And it will be fine when she arrives NEXT YEAARRR...*sigh*
And I actually just adore my friends here, we've all gotten SO much closer than last year...and we just have lots of fun. LOL!
AND I pretty much got a job at Gap....which is FANTASTIC! First, I needed a job desperatley...second...it's Gap and I get amazing discounts...third...I get to work in the mall during the holiday season, which some people might find stressful, but those who know me realize how joyous and jovial this will make me. I'm already invisioning the Christmas carols...
Speaking of Christmas (which reminds me of Jesus which reminds me of camp) I saw Kim and Lindz a couple times last week which was SPECTACULAR! I had forgotten how much I just adored them (not that I ever stopped adoring them of course...just hadn't seen them in a while) and it just makes me happy to see them.
And this weekend is the weekend I've been waiting for ALL MY LIFFEEEE....
That's right, Canada. FOR THREE NIGHTS! O God...I just can't even imagine how fantastic it will be. For real...it's just going to be amazing. Me and Jack went shopping for the trip today...I got the BEST THINGS. Lovely pink pants, a brown halter top thingy, this AWESOME PURPLE HALTER TOP, a cute little plaid mini skirt and a really good black halter top to go with that...and all those things just make me happy. *sigh*
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| Kill me now. |
[05 Oct 2004|09:15am] |
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It's 9:00....I'm tired of studying.
I have a 3 page paper thing to finish today for my 2:15.
And an ethics essay to finish writing tonight.
On top of about 75 MORE pages of theater to read.
And I'm hungry.
That is all.
I hate college.
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| Dun Dun Duuuuun |
[25 Sep 2004|12:42pm] |
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*sigh* So I think I may have finally figured out how to balance everything out. HAHA! Last week was quite busy but I still seemed to get everything done, and done will generally...so that's nice. It's just that between classes, the INSANE amount of homework I get, the paper, attempting to find a job and sleep...it gets a little frustrating. I can't even imagine what will happen when I do get a job.
I had an interview at Express the other day, which is quite exciting. And I appied to the GAP and what not too so that's fun. I figure, good job, good money and discount on clothes. So it really does just leave me with a lot of extra money in the end.
But another thing I realized, is that when I have a job I won't just have my weekends free all the time which is very scary. Like this weekend I get to see Matt & Rox...but what will happen if I have to work? I'm sure I'll get used to it it just sucks. And prolly once Roxanne just GOES TO SCHOOL WITH ME it won't be an issue cause I won't have to just be able to see her on the weekends cause she'll just be there, so I can use the weekend in other waayyyss....
Soooooo the past week has been generally delightful. Thursday we went out and it was fantastic...prolly the most ridiculously random yet joyful evening of my life. LOL! Last night I came here (UNH) to see Matt and saw a movie...The Forgotten. Once again, very very very random. There really are no words for that film. Introduced him to Boston Market...O god....the delightful corn bread. Annnnddd today I am heading back to school where I will meet Roxanna and we shall all do something tonight. Tomorrow I have to meet my parents for dinner in NoHo somewhere annnd just do a TON of homework and laundry.
Umm...in two weeks I'm just going to Montreal for 3 nights and I'm actually ecstatic. Basically me and Jacki are going and bringing all of our friends from home, there are about 10 of us going and it will just be INSANE. LAKJD:LKJFLDKFJ Also it's celebrating Roxanne's birthday so that's nice too. LOL!
Hmmmm...c'est ca je pense.
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| I close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by... |
[13 Sep 2004|12:28am] |
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Hmmmm.....once again, have not updated in a whillleee...but I noticed my time to do things is just getting smaller and smaller by the minute.
Much travelling was done this weekend...and also I broke my cell phone and maybe my digital camera.
That sucks.
I have SOOO much work to do ALL the time.
But I decided that this year I will not FREAK out about it and I will just take it one day at a time, one assignment at a time and so on...
Blah.
We are going to Canada for Columbus Day weekend which FUCKING ROCKS!
Annnnddd now I'm tired of writing in this.
I miss my darling friends. *sigh*
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[06 Sep 2004|11:48am] |
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Hmmm...So I'm at UNH visiting Matt, and while he's doing whatever it is he's doing in the bathroom (showering maybe? who the hell knows...) I decided to occupy myself by using his handy dandy laptop.
So yes, I'm back to college and adoring it. My room is fantastic and it's great to see the girls again. Last week was a bit busy and stressful, and my classes are honestly SO hard, but...I'll get used to it again I spose.
I NEED to find a job before I become a poor college student. I also need to find a pretty bubble vest before I spend all my money...
*sigh* I have to sneeze but I'm afraid to because I don't want to wake up his roommate...LOLOL! I suppose I'm just holding it in...
ANYWHOO! Thursday, went out dancing with the girls...
"I hope the guys don't smell tonight!"
"OMG! You guys, that's the first penis I've ever seen, it's so gross!"
Friday went and saw Wicker Park with Lindz, Jacki & Danielle...SO GOOD! MMM...Josh Hartnett.
Saturday went to a party at Nicks, Rox & Kelly came down. KELLY TURNED 20! WHICH IS JUST TOTALLY INSANE! God we're all getting so old.
I miss Michelley...I'm sad that she is in the middle of a hurricane in Florida. :(
Hmm...today when I arrive back in lovely Western Mass I must do A TON OF HOMEWORK. I'm already back into that "O I can wait..." phase. But nope. I can't.
C'est ca pour nooowww...I must go and brush my teeth I thinnnkk...Peace out kids.
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| "I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, though it's not easy to tell you goodbye..." |
[22 Aug 2004|11:29pm] |
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After feeling wicked gross and kinda sick, I decided that I was going to go to bed early. This was at 10. As I lied there, WIDE AWAKE, and worrying about the BAJILLION things I have to do tomorrow, I just realized I was not going to sleep. So I got up, finished packing up everything in my room, and got a second wind. So therefore, here I am.
I hope that I can just fit everything in my car tomorrow. I really wish I had packed with some sort of rhyme or reason...but everything is just scattered. So even though I'll only be there one night with half my stuff, who knows which stuff I'll need first.
Tis been a very busy week indeed. I'm happy I got to see everyone lots, but kinda sad I didn't spend as much time with my family, particularly my mom. She got a bit emotional on me this evening...I guess I kinda just take for granted that she'll always be there.
UUUMMMMM so I got a tattoo today! WHHOOOT! After venturing to NOHO and waiting there for 7 hours, Mandy and I got the tats. I must give Matt huge props (HA...I said props) for just sitting there and playing pinball while we waited. That man has patience...Mine is a darling little shooting start on my right lower back while Mandy got her really good symbol from a Lord of the Rings book. They both suit quite well, although she is much braver than me. How she did not freak out while that STRANGE man was going at her with that needle, I do not know. I on the other hand will be the first to admit that I am just a complete pussy and will most likely never be getting another tattoo. BUUUT I just adore this one...
Even though it's sad to leave everyone, I'm pretty fucking excited about going back tomorrow. Gotta get up reaaall early and meet the girls (Rox, Mandy, Mere, Kel, Michelle & Lizzy) for breakfast. It's soooo strange but soo good that Liz is just going off to Boston next year, I'm so excited for her BUUUUT I will miss her very very much...
Thhhennn I gotta pack up the car and off I go shopping with Matt, then finally back to Westfield to move my stuff in, which is quite annoying cause I can't move in until 6:00pm. Moving in the first load and then getting the second when I return him to Greenfield Tuesday mornningg. I must admit I'm actually really happy he's just sleeping over because I just realized that I'm honestly scared to death of staying alone in that hall. I will prolly just have to get used to it, but I think I only did it once last year and that's when everyone was there. There's actually just gonna be no one there at all. I will have to sleep alone on Tuesday but I think Lindz is coming on Wednesday, so it won't be thhhatttt bad.
Hmmm...although I'm not tooooo positive of the whole point behind this thing, it seems like it would prolly take up some time and I really just like anything that remotley seems like some sort of quiz or what have you...SOOOO here y'all go...
( 40 THINGS )
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| "And we were better then then we'd ever been before..." |
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CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY!
That is how I decribe my life right this second.
Let's start with Canada...or how bout lets not?!?! Pretty much what happens in Canada stays in Canada...Nope, I'm not gonna show you pictures and nope, I'm not going into detail about what happened. All I have to say is this:
On the car ride up while reading Cosmo outloud and everyone taking the quiz...
"What is your most gutsy sex move?
A-Missionary style with the lights on
B-Bringing some kinky sex toy to bed
C-3 somes or 4 somes, who cares as long as you're all having a good time!"
*4 girls answer A and one lone voice whispers C*
Also the fantastic British boy Dan and his crazy need for breasts, the man who meowed at me, Winston Churchills, Tornados and high heel shoes. That's about all you get.
SOOOO I get home and find out that I just go back to school on Monday. MAJOR PANIC TIME! Mainly I'm just not ready as in I just need to buy more stuff and I haven't packed AT ALL! Then there's just the fact that, OK I'm leaving for college again in 4 days. FJASKDLRIEPOISDFJKD!!!!
While this FREAKS me out I'm still O SO happy about seeing some lovely people. But I have learned to manage my time here very well. LOLOL!
Last night I went to Liz's with Mere & Rox and it was just very very good. One of the best nights I've had in a while. We just sat around talking and that made me very happy. That is all about that...
And my lovely Mandy tried to teach me Final Fantasy today, and I learned, but prolly I won't ever really play it by myself.
And Matt & I woke up at the crack of dawn to go to breakfast, but I was very delighted with my Super Big To-Do. And then we went to Six Flags, a place I have come to love again.
*SIGH* My days here lately have been very very good which makes me sad because I just adore certain people here. I just am very happy with the friends I have. The group may not be like it was or as large as it was or whatever it is that happens when people go away to college...but the few true I still have and really know me are just fabulous...blurt.
BUT I have that at school to. SOOOO on to college...
Busy weekend...but excited weekend. And also I just need to shop a lot so that makes me happy no matter what, even if I have to carry it up 3 flights of stairs...
THAT IS ALL! I AM JUST TOO STRANGE TO TALK RIGHT NOW.
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| "la la la CANADA. la la la CANADA" |
[13 Aug 2004|09:44am] |
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That's right kids, today's the day. I'm off to Canada for the weekend...O GOD the possibilities. With the exception of the 5 hour drive, it's quite possible that I've never looked forward to something so much.
Also it's good to just get away for the weekend with my favorites. Honestly, there is just never time to see everyone, I see Mandy often, Rox kinda like normal but I don't get to see Mere & Kelly as much as before soooo it will be lovely.
*yawn* SOOO even though I stopped working this week it has been quite a tiring week. First off I need to just stop smoking because I honestly think it's making me sick. I've just started coughing and my throat hurts all the time now. That's just not normal.
Let's seee...I'll just do a play by play.
Tuesday-Went in for my LAST day of work...*squeal* Got "THE HAIRCUT" which means that I just have no hair now. I've grown to it and decided I like it after all. Went to the mall with Matt, Jenny & Rox to go "slut shopping." LOLOL! Matt liked that and the fantastic stores we went into...LOL! Got WICKED good skirts, quite excited about that and then stopped to do mini golfing on the way home...just cause I guess. Saw some frogs. "Oh he LOVES frogs"
Wednesday-Got up at 6:00, drove to New York for my aunt's funeral. Really just horribly depressing, I just didn't get it I guess until I got there and realized she just wasn't there. But at the same time it was kinda happy since she's with my uncle now I guess. Smoked for the first time in front of my parents, stayed for the afternoon and headed home. Got home and took a nap cause I was sleepy and then watched some movies avec Matt & Mandy. Fell asleep during Kill Bill 2 which was quite shitty cause I really wanted to see it. LOL! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE METEOR SHOWER BUT GOD HATES ME AND DECIDED TO MAKE IT CLOUDY! *sigh*
Thursday-Got up LATE! (well 9:00 is late for me...) Went to Orange to pick my aunt up for an appointment but first I decided to go to Walmart to get some things for this weekend. Went to the mall again with Mandy and again got some wicked good stuff, including exciting hair scarf thingys and these HUGE earings. O shopping. Came home then went to Six Flags with Matt. It was deliciously empty meaning we could pretty much ride anything we wanted to with no lines...o and we did. We rode Superman 6 times. yes. 6 times. Came home, got to his house and threw up. LOLOLOLOLOL! I was quite surprised because I've never ever gotten sick on rides before, but prolly I just ate really gross things all day so maybe I would have been sick anyways...
*sigh* and that leads me to TODAY! Gotta pack up, find my birth certificate, go have my car cleaned out, and then headddd off to the North. O GOD! I'm sure I'll be back on Sunday with many lovely stories...until then au revoir mes amies.
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| "It's only in my head..." |
[09 Aug 2004|10:23am] |
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Strange weekend. The stranger things get, the more I want to go back to school. LOL! There was a couple days there where I freaked out and got worried about leaving people...but it's gone again. LOL! It's just time to go back...to nice, simple college.
Friday I saw Collateral con Matthew...SO GOOD! The ending was actually just fantastic and I never realized how attracted I could be to a hitman. For real, seeing Tom Cruise shoot people was actually a huge turn-on. Or maybe I'm just a sicko...
After we picked up Rox & Loo we followed Mere & Tim into a highly secluded area...LOL! After travelling through dark woods and a corn field we finally arrived at a bon fire right on the CT River. Quite pretty.
Had a nice disussion with Mere about how many bad things had happened that week (Matt's accident, Jill dying, that boy in Turners dying, Tim's accident and there was something else I honestly can't remember...) and how bad things happen in 3's. When we counted there were only 5 bad things so we figured there was one more thing that needed to happen...
Sure enough, yesterday my dad called to tell me my Aunt Jane had died. The thing that scares me the most is that the first thing I thought of was, "Yup, I figured. I guess I'll wear my black skirt to the funeral..." It just didn't do anything to me. I was just kind of used to it. Kind of like it was just a routine.
Bleh. Slowly I'm starting to realize what happened, and that she is actually just dead. But still I'm pretty pissed. I mean, you don't just die like that. You don't just stop living. Well...you do. But I just didn't expect this I suppose. And it's right in the middle of everything you know? I don't want to sound bitchy or anything, but I just have so much to do I guess. I don't want to have to drive to NY again and stand there in line again as people I don't know come up to me and gasp about how big I've gotten and how wonderful she was as my dad brags about all my achievements (all though he had nothing to do with them...) and gushes to everyone about how I can up all the way from Mass just to see him...when really I just want to say goodbye to my aunt.
And also, I hope this all goes down on Thursday or Friday, because really I am just SO looking forward to Canada. I really just need to get away SOOOOO BADLY and especially after this I don't want to just have nothing fun to do before I go back to school...
Bleh. Buuuut this means that Wednesday is now my last day at work...so I suppose that's one good thing.
Tonight shall be a quiet evening with Mandy, Subway & Vince Vaugn. Yup that's right...mmmmm.
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It's been a bit...I've been quite busy.
Today means I have ONE MORE WEEK left of working. AFJALKFJASKFJ=Excitement.
Then CANADA, then WHATEVER I WANT FOR A WEEK, THEN WESTTFIIEELLDD. O my.
Been running around like crazy all week, and have been WICKED busy at work.
Ummmmm...updates:
Monday-Was spent with lovely Meredith and Roxanna.
Tuesday-Tried cleaning my room, failed and went to Mandy's.
Wednesday-Saw The Manchurian Candidate avec Matt. GOOOD movie. Sick, but good.
Last Night-Slept FINALLY! Ahhhh lovely sleep.
Annnnnd tonight I shall see Collateral and do a little Contra dancing. I'm a little nervous because I've never been or seen Contra dancing. But mainly I'm excited cause I think prolly I'll like it and Matt is going so prolly I think I'll be really excited and amused to see him Contra. Although, I can't really tell if I'll be amused since I've never seen it. So most likely everyone will just find it amusing that I'M dancing...
Anyways, it will be good. LOLOL! C'est ca!
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AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave
and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to
console others. Too generous
and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty
for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when
provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves
to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in
the arts, music and
defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance
against illnesses. Learns
to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and
caring. Loves to make
friends .
What does your birth month say about you?
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